Saturday, February 20, 2010

Ho Hum

I don't know if I am the only one this happens to but, I go in computer addiction swings. Some days I am on it for a couple hours a day and other days I just check my email real quick and hop off. That is what I am doing right now. I have no umpf these days to post or really just do anything. I am totally lacking motivation.

You would think I would be so excited about building this house and don't get me wrong I am but, right now I am just ugg. I feel I have looked at so many samples I can't even tell what looks nice anymore. Plus, we keep being told we will dig next week. Well, we were first told that about 3 weeks ago. Now, they are saying hopefully Monday or Tuesday. We shall see. I am hopping my energy is renewed once things start moving.

I feel so bad for Johnsie these days because I am unmotivated to work with him too. Granted Mondays and Wednesdays we go to preschool open gym for 1 1/2 hrs. and Tuesdays we go to a pseudo preschool for an hr and Fridays we are still going to preschool story time for an hour, but here at home we haven't done much. My poor guy.

I am just so tired and there is NO reason for it. I take my vitamins, drink a cup or 2 of coffee and on average, sleep 8 1/2 hrs each night and sometimes even more. What's the deal? And it isn't my thyroid because that was just checked. It is just unmotivated me. Blah, tired, lacking fire, slothful, humdrum, uninspired, ho hum me. Maybe it's the winter blahs.

Sorry for the negative post. The next one will be much more happy, I promise.


Debbie said...

This is normal to feel this way. You have been through a lot with the move and all. Building a house is draining in itself. You think in your mind it will go as you have planned, people will tell you this will get done on this day, then it all changes. It will be all worth it when it is all done! Hang in there, and I will be praying for you and your family!

Angie S said...

Hey, don't stress about that! I go through the same thing sometimes...just getting by and going thru the motions. I was like that on Thurday. My hubby was worried about me, but then I snapped out of it!

Hope you feel better soon!

Ticia said...

I understand. I'm dragging too.

Raising a Happy Child said...

I totally understand. I feel the same many of the days as well. And you had quite a change in life too. I hope that with spring our collective energy returns!